the dangers of vchat: screen capture.

im gonna miss all u roswellites and im just starting to realize how much i will. its weird b/c i think im finally seeing that, lets be honest, my friendships are ending here. at least as i know them today. im leaving 18 years of structure and a well worn path to go off into a rehlm of literally endless possibilities, and for once i control my destiny. and lets be honest, if you know me, you know that me being in control of myself is probably a bad idea.

i have a feeling we've all got a lot of learning to do and im not just talking about college junk. im talking about how i need to learn how to iron better and how to have a fair relationship and how to cook something other than a grilled cheese and how to manage my life.

i thnk ill go swimming again today. i went the other day after spinning. i only swam a 500 and my arms burned like hell the whole way through. funny how i used to eat those things for breakfast and now i can barely even make it twenty laps without need of intensive medical care. the sadness of my boday.

"they love to tell you stay inside the lines,
but something's better on the other side"