here's to girls who dont know how to deal with guys and guys who sure dont know how to deal with girls.

why are we all running around so lost and confused when really we both have similar goals in mind? everyone just wants to be someone to someone and to have someone to be something with, if that makes any sense.

but here's what i found after sitting in a dark cul-de-sac with licks and heather for about an hour or something like that. girls just want/need a guy who will take a little charge of things. who will not cling but not be too distant. who isnt afraid to make the first move, but isnt all over you all the time inappropriately.

and as far as us girls go, we are often clueless. we are unsure of how to act around you, we often feel vulnerable and therefore we dont let our true feelings be shown, leaving you very confused and unsure of what you should do next or how you should act around us. we think youre being cold and wishy washy, when maybe in reality we're the ones to blame.

its like is said. we have such a common goal its a wonder we cant just get along.

so this one goes out to the one i love:

im bad with showing myself but you dont know the half of what goes on inside my head. i wish there was a way to show you that, maybe im too worried about being vulnerable, which is stupid because i have no reason to feel like im going to get hurt or that i should be cautious for any reason, i dont know. its my own stupid rationale and defense. but i care. i care in every way.

and im just a girl who feels the whole world and cant show it.

im a work in progress.