1/9/2006 10:19 pm
"its the beginning of the end" -amanda henleben (see babe i quoted you, not that you or anyone else is reading this right now)
We're over the hump i feel like i've practically graduated. scariness all around. i don't know how i feel about this, but i've decided i should just feel nothing about this until the time comes. just enjoy this while its here. thats whats important.
Meanwhile, Dark Angie seems to be retreating slowly but surely, and I hope i won't see her for a very long time. When i think about it, i've got a beautiful semester ahead and i cant wait to get going and hang out with all the new people i've met recently, meet new people, go crazy (in a good way this time), get the high school experience, repair ties with friends, "fuck the man", and of course take TONS of pictures. this is it, one last hoorah and i plan on it being a hoorah for sure.
Going back to school today surely sucked, but it was good for me. too much time at home is bad for the soul kelley always says. i feel energized now for some reason even though in reality i am quite tired. apparently i am bitter. but i am a redhead, and i am allowed to be that way when i get hurt, i mean cmon at least give me like a two-week bitchy window or something. i'm still scared of what's going to happen, i know what i've lost and i hope it all comes back to me. i'm still wary and protective of myself, but i'm getting there.
"I'm an idealist. I don't know where i'm going but i'm on the way."
Look at 06 i'm back!
Monday, January 09, 2006
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