3/25/06 1:16 am

Here's to another weekend during which i will try to be productive and probably fail miserably.

Spring break is a week away.

I cant believe this fact.

Now to clear up a few common misconceptions about yours truly, Angelodundee:

*So about the alcohol. A lot of people think im like the freakin president of the society of anti-acohol or something. i dont know why people associate this so much with me. i suppose it started when all my friends started drinking several years ago, i guess i overreacted, but contrary to popular belief, i find the whole thing to be no big deal now. it is so commonplace, and i have no problems with it, it is a personal choice whether or not you choose to partake in that kind of thing, and who i am to try to prevent you from doing so, and better yet, who are you for judging me for not doing so? this shouldnt be made a big deal and i feel like even writing about it now is making it into a bigger deal than it needs to be, but i just want people to realize how i feel and accept me as normal and not push me asside like they're trying to shelter me from the world or something.

Why do i choose not to drink? i have my reasons, but honestly do you really even care? my most pansy-assed reason is that it is seriously truthfully not in my best interest medically to do so. my blood is thinner than water as is, and i might as well call one of my free-time leisure activities bleeding, i do it so much, so further thinning my blood with alcohol prob wouldn't help this. secondly i just dont like putting junk in my body. i shy away from a lot of medicine because i just try not to become too dependent on unnatural things to stabilize myself, sounds weird i know but its true. finally, i just dont really want to. i reserve the right to change my mind at any give time, but i just dont really need anything else to make my life more complicated. lets be honest, if you know me, im retarded enough without the extra killing of brain cells. i can do that just fine on my own thank you very much.

*I swear i'm not a bitch: ok yes i get in spirited arguments/discussions sometimes. but you have to understand that girls are just that way; we live to blab each other's heads of with our own judgements and reasonings and opinions of other girls...its just how we operate. its a very unfortunate thing.

*Im trying not to be so stuck on myself, i promise: it has recently come to my attention that i am in fact a complete and total distgusting narsicist. i hate this about myself but i know its true. i cant have too much hubris or i might kill my mom and have sex with my dad (woah ok for those of you not in college english that was totally and edipus reference that has no valid or true pertinence to my actual life please dont freak out or send concerned emails). but seriously, pride is a dangerous thing, and no one likes someone whos stuck on herself. therefore i resolve to try to no longer be "that girl."

*I am not a kick-ass photographer: ok yes, compared to the average disposable camera snapshot in the poorly lit back section of a local restaurant my pictures look pretty good. but for the most part i am typically displeased with my work, it may look good to the average viewer, but i know i have a lot of work to do before i can even consider myself somewhat of a "photographer", geez if you can even call me that.

*I am not a model: geez people when you say stuff like this, you are only feeding the fire of my point number 3 (im stuck on myself). is that what you really want to do? is it really?cmon...until i grow about 7 inches taller, lose about 20 pounds, get some serious rhinoplasty and reconstructive surgery, i dont think ill be entering that lucrative field

*I apparently am intimidating...this is very false: once you get to know me youll see im transparent. im an open book. ill tell you everything you want to know and then about two stops past what you dont want to know. im ackward, flawed, spacey, and a little weird. i eat funny. i always get in and out of my bed on the right side. i cant dance. i have ocd and vertigo at times. i sleep with a teddy bear every night that has seasonal pajamas. i loveeeee cookie cake. the most exciting day of my life was when i got this computer. i take pictures of everything. i have a car named hans. i like whales. i mean cmon, you call that intimidating?

Well, as you can see, in true angie style i spent this whole time talking about myself (see point number three), and the world is NOT a better place for my having done so. Oh well, a girl can only do so much at a time, especially when its almost 2 am. : )