There are secrets that we still have left to find
There have been mysteries from the beginning of time
There are answers we're not wise enough to see

He said... You looking for a clue I Love You free...

The batter swings and the summer flies
As I look into my angel's eyes
A song plays on while the moon is hiding over me
Something comes over me

I guess we're big and I guess we're small
If you think about it man you know we got it all
Cause we're all we got on this bouncing ball
And I love you free
I love you freely

Here's a riddle for you
Find the Answer
There's a reason for the world
You and I...

"The Riddle" Five For Fighting

Miss me guys? Probably not. I could lie and say i havent written because i was on some amazing trip to go base jumping in australia, but the truth is ive been here the whole time. ive just been so busy, between getting ready for my parties, getting ready for school, working at the studio, trying to spend time with my friends, and fend of romantic notions, its been tough. I can feel the close coming so vividly, i just hipe its a beautiful ending to an ultimately wonderful story.

The time ive had lately has made me realize how good i am with my friends. what i mean is we are all just so comfortable with each other. we're chill. im an extremely sad to leave them and embark on my own, but at the same time, with many of them i feel comfortable going off in my separate direction because i have a feeling nothing will really change between us. there's comfort in that.

It is unbelievably strange to see an end come that you never thought would occur. jenny's room looked empty today. she's already packing up. and then tuesday will come and then thursday and then that will be that. the end of an era.

im glad to be the last one to leave. i can close each book one by one and feel like i really ended things the right way.

this time has also made me see how stupid i have been. mind you i dont regret a thing. it was all right and neccesary and good and perfect and special at the time. but it never was real. i made up a lie that i wanted to believe and then i paid for it. but you know it wasnt just me making up shit...takes two to tango.

meanwhile i am wondering if i should just let myself go and just do this thing that doesnt make sense and take it for what its worth and just go with the flow and chalk it up as an experience if nothing else. it could be fun. it could make me look really weird. it could be not completely what i want. if i knew the answer to these things this would not be such a problem.

lead him on, break is heart, feel bad, try to get him back.

thats me.