i know i know two entries in one day when i may very well be pms-ing is not really a welcome thing but bite me ok.

i keep wondering to myself if i made a horrible mistake. what if this is not where im supposed to be? everyone said just go to uga thats where everyone goes free education. i just looked at their programs. much more specific than here. free education. closer to home. free education. i may have royally fucked this one up. the truth is i am scared absolutely shitless and the future is so unclear now. the things that used to define me as a person basically like my friends my photography i dont have those things anymore. the things i never thought would leave me despite changes in physical location are gone. i dont hate i here i dont. but i dont see myself anymore. i see this distant person whos just numb and uncertain about everything.

i rent a room and i
fill the spaces with
wooden places to
make it feel like home
but all i feels alone