today was really fun. like genuine good real fun. no crazy stories. no shocking revelations. no scandalous behavior. just spending time with people i really enjoy. im so glad and lucky to have the people i have in my life, and i cant wait to pursue our relationships further this summer. i have this sneaking suspiscion its going to be a really good and really eventful summer.
i cannot wait.

as for now, i think im going to take a little bit of a break from this. its not something i really want to do because ive come to rely on this thing. in my heart of hearts i dont think i should quit because this is supposed to be an expression of my thoughts and while it is redundant and is hypocritical and overdramatic and narcisistic its what im thinking and feeling at the time and i think thats what a blog should be all about. but i think a little break would be nice, for me and for you the reader. i dont know how long itll be, but im sure ill be back when the timing is right, probably not too long from now.

until then i will try to not overplan. i will try to follow my purpose. and i will try to remember that que sera que sera.