2/21/06 10:26 pm

When i came home today there was a stack of mail from each of the colleges to which i have been accepted. mostly propoganda trying to convince me why their institution is "on the wave of the future" with the "finest facilities" and etcetera etcetera etcetera, then they give me a school sticker so i can make sure to spread the love all over my car bumper, locker, notebook or mirror.

Should i be freaking out that i have no idea where i'm going in 6 months? this may be the first time in my life i have not completely planned out everything neatly in a row. i think i may be slowly but surely getting semi-over that whole orderly, crazy tidy living kinda thing, seeing as how right now i am the most disorganized mess of a person ever...

One thing that occured to me over the weekend when talking to a friend of mine, who i believe has pretty much dabbled in almost every kind of profession: i have the right to change my mind. i think i forget that a lot. she suggested i go to school, get out, do what i want, reevaluate, do what i want next, then what i want next, then what i want next. she says you gotta change it up every now and then: keeps things interesting.

i say she's got a good idea going.