well today was the last regular day of high school.

kelley and i hung out a little after school and we were both in the worst mood ever and both didnt know why...we had no reason to be angry, we just were. some days are like that. today was a bitchy day i suppose.

i have more ants in my pants than before. it's horrible!!! remember those stupid Lays commercials in the 90's? "Betcha can't eat just one...bag" ? Thats me right now, got a little taste, and no im going insane.

ah well, im ok, i'll be just fine by myself.

im gonna miss lunch. when lindsay cone was singing her song at bacc. she sang about laughing until you cried. thats what really got me about that song was what really got me about that song because it reminded me of all the days (pretty much everyday) laughing at something stupid until we cried. its crazy how four people who hated sitting with each other last year have the best time together this year, usually talking about something sexual which is apparently my fault, whateva they like it. bananas, SAD, "hello howare you", prom dates, internet stalkers, oprah's advice, explosive periods, potatoes oh potatoes, and so much more...we're so on drugs, i love it. let the people stare, they deserve a show and im happy to proivde it. after all i am a fucking ass shit bitch.


There's really no way to reach me (x3)
'Cause I'm already gone

Maybe in five or ten yours and mine will meet again
Straighten this whole thing out
Maybe then honesty need not be feared as a friend or an enemy
This is the distance
And this is my game face

There's really no way to reach me (x2)
Is there really no way to reach me?
Am I already...

So this is your maverick
This is Vienna