wow i think i love my life.

with all its twists and turns, its really not that interesting, but maybe in comparison to how it used to be, or just in angies world, its very exciting. im trying to figure out some stuff right now..i dont know what i should do. i mean i dont think im really at a place right now where i should be taking on new relationships. i dont want to do something just as a rebound, and im not sure if this is even really something i want. but then again am i just being overcautious because of things that happened in the past that dont have anything to do with the parties involved today? i mean i have a few weeks left here, nothing will happen, so i guess i can rest assured in that fact, or is that a bad thing? i mean i dont want to do something that means nothing, i want every relationship i have to mean something, but does that neccesarily mean it has to be long term and serious? im not so sure of that anymore. heck im not sure of a lot of things anymore. in all aspects of my life i find myself constantly questioning things and not knowing whether to validate my questions as or dismiss them as overzealous navite? my gut is usually right and my gut used to say just stay away, but maybe it changed its mind.

i think the best thing to do at this point is say, listen to your gut, and listen to the chocolate wrapper from a few days ago, that usually works for me.

just go with it.