i watched my haigwood coworkers get sauced tonight. then jeremy and i got pulled over by a cop because jeremy was "dragging" and the cop thought i was jeremy's wife/girlfriend. i soon find out jeremy has weed in his ashtray. damn loser. fortunately the cop didnt. two tickets later we move onto jocks and jills. after that i drove to roswell, but i had to pee so bad so i went to the studio where belton was shooting kids golf bags and then i was starving because i didnt realize i was meeting jeremy and the gang for a "liquid dinner" so belton and i went to the peachtree diner and dished about what was on our minds, namely romantic relationships. for me it was regret and confusion about past relationships, lack of a current relationship, and a desire to be in a such a relationship at this point in my life. for belton it was confusion and emotional agony over a current relationship.
the break is closing in on me, i feel it tighten its final grasp stronger and stronger each day. although im ready to go back, im not at the same time. i kinda feel like things are really just getting started here. if i had to stay here another month i would be completely content with that.
i see now with more clarity than ever the person i dont want to be anymore and the person that i finally feel im ready to be. i think maturity isnt about reaching a certain shoe size, it isnt about getting a certain job, it isnt about using a certain set of vocabulary, its about accepting yourself for what youre destined to be. its about seeking whats truly best for you and making amends with all your inner demons. so maybe its time to grow up in that way.
closing time
every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end
yeah.
i know who i want to take me home so take me home.
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