the new valentines manifesto

so last night i went back and read what i wrote last year on valentines day. the typical bitterness abounded. but this year i have no reason to be sad. the past few days were brutal and now i have no desire to do schoolwork yet again. but who cares, the important thing is im home and it feels great to be here. i finally slept soundly for the first time in weeks. the crick in my neck is gone. last night was a wonderful night. very cold but it was the perfect way to spend any evening and especially valentines day. so whats next? i dunno but im excited. uga tomorrow and saturday then back here for fun times with kelley and adam and jordan. plus hopefully plenty of good sleep. i needed this. i needed the revival that home provides for me. i needed to see that there is an end in sight and something to look forward to. this weekend will be good for me. its time to make some decisions. to figure some things out. im sure by the time i return to the knox ill have a different outlook about things. a different demeanor. a different idea.

i cant wait for clarity.