lyin in bed, just like brian wilson did.

i just realized ive been sitting at this computer since like seriously 5 this afternoon. thats awful. oh well, im just glad home football season is over after tomorrow. its exciting and stuff but mostly it limits the flexibility of how you spend your time on the weekend. im ready to have weekends when i can move my car whenver i want and go places and travel to visit my friends and such. this week has just been one of those lazy unmotivated and depressing weekends. theres nothing to do except what you dont want to do. im sleepy and i didnt do anything.

the doctor says i should regulate my sleep patterns. and eat better. and exercise regularly. and these things will make me better.

its cold outside.

2.5 weeks till thanksgiving.

theres spiders to build, still lifes to finish, photography professors to beg, formals to seek dates for, and selfs to get back in order until that time.

when youre dreaming with a broken heart.
the waking up is the hardest part.