3/2/06 10:05 pm

i played hookey today. it was fairly awesome. theres something about not going to school when you're supposed to that is simply gratifying. i promise i was productive though...i spent several hours taking a shot for my image vs. reality series im about to start (about which i am verrrry excited) and setting up stuff on my new laptop!!! I love this thing, unfortunately i am still very unfamiliar with how to work it as it is a mac and ive previously been a pc girl. i feel now as a mac owner, ipod lover, gap shopper, and jetta driver, if i could just get a job at starbucks and some seven jeans id be a modern-day yuppie. w00t.

tonight kelley and i burned her bathing suits and other stuff we were ready to literally and symbolically say goodbye to. Unfortunately i smell like crap and kelley came very close to burning her face off and i got massive dog crap on my shoe in the worst kind of way, but we feel better for it. the weather has been warmer lately which makes me think of spring and how time is moving fast and all the positive changes that occur as a result of the passage of time. i feel like in the past week or so a huge weight has been lifted off of me...im no longer in the waiting line, i dont feel like im waiting on anyone anymore except myself...im no longer mentally tied to anyone anymore. it feels good. i feel free to be myself.

i hope this weekend goes well. its ayl and the topic has something to do with relationships. i feel like we could all use a little help and guidance in this area right now, i just hope it doesnt bring up harsh feelings in the group...there seems to be a lot of that floating around these days.

as far as im concerned, not much is going on in the male relations department...i wish. but you know thses things come when you least expect it, like in the coffee shop in borders...haha kelley you always make me laugh.

some say that kelley may not be the best friend to me, but i dont really know what a best friend is. i mean if we really think about it no one can be a BEST friend all the time...all i know is kelley and i can pretty much read each other without speaking and we know what makes each other tick and we know each other so well that it just works. period. silence all the critics. you're just being bitchy.