kissing the lipless.

i think it would help if i just sat down and took a moment to organize my thoughts into a nice little to do list.

otherwise i will probably go insane.


suffices to say ive got a lot on my plate right now.

most of which i dont even want on my plate to begin with.

haha.

sometimes i hear myself bitching and complaining about the above factors in my mind and i want to smack myself in the head. look where i came from, a girl who spent weekends watching top model marathons because she didnt have any other humans with which to interact. now look at me, im busier ever. and though i complain about some of the things i have to do, i enjoy most of them, and all of them benefit me in one way or another.

but the only way im going to get this all done in a non-shitty way without losing my mind or cussing someone out or getting fired or being mean is if i stay organized and on top of things.

but damn, a girls gotta sleep.