twenty-one

this time last year:

"twenty is a scary number, but i think im so caught up in everything else im feeling right now i really cant be upset about anything else. the strong realization that im growing up with surely hit me eventually. twenty is scary but twenty one is fun. i hope that twenty one treats me a little better. but until then all I can hope for another wonderful year on Gods green earth."

what a difference a year makes, and i can't even believe its been a year. my life this past year has been such a blur of things not worth remembering, and things i'd rather forget that i cant believe its already come and gone.

so here i sit at the final cornerstone of youth: twenty-one.

i think i used to be far more sentimental about these things, then i realized they happen whether you dwell on them or not, youre far better off just living your life instead of just thinking about the days that have passed.

i feel inclined to do something crazy sometime soon, this is a most important occasion, saying goodbye to all constraints of adolescence...if only i had something crazy to do haha.

crazy or not, today is my day. tonight i'll sit down for dinner with some really awesome people, perhaps not reveling so much in another passing year, or a mile marker of age, but how far i've come, how far we've come in a year's time.