12/30/2005 11:33pm

This is my YB06 friend alex. sounds bad but i never realized how truly hot she was until today when i took her picture. i mean i knew she was cute and all, but look at her, she's on fi-ya! The pix turned out nicely, which always makes me happy, and needless to say i'm doing much better today than i was yesterday, i just have these mood swings sometimes, plus the sun finally came back out today and it was incredibly warm which is an instant morale-booster for me.

I cant believe tomorrow is new years eve. it doesn't seem like its time to be 2006 yet. i'm not ready for this. no really, i'm not ready for this...i have nowhere to go and nothing to do for new years and i am absolutely refusing to stay at home and watch my parents doze off on the couch at 9:30 like i have done for the past 18 years.

I just want to have a good time and to ring in the new year with people who's company i can enjoy. i was holding out for a kiss at midnight, but it seems as though the closest i'll get to that will be some girl-on-girl action from one of my friends, if i'm fortunate enough even for that.

Beggars can't be choosers.

I'm excited for the rest of break cause i'm actually gonna have cool stuff going on...namely me and amanda going to the ghetto kroger late at night! I suppose sleep will be at a premium in the forthcoming days, so farewell to all my loyal readers (ha) and a happy and safe new year to you.