2/10/06 11:14 pm

This week went by pretty fast. State meet was yesterday. we were certainly even hotter in the water if i do say so myself, however despite the fact that i missed an entire day of school to go to the meet, the closest i got to water was the bottle of Dasani i downed at lunch.

Check me out, i got my hair cut. w00t. i told her to do whatever she wanted, in hopes that she might just wack it all off, yet still make it look cool, but no dice...it pretty much looks the same, but that's ok, i always feel like a little bit of a new person after a haircut.

So pretty much im having one of those "hello my name is insecurity kinda days", i pretty much feel disgusted with myself, mirrors are not really my friend.

We had Ash's bday party tonight. Japanese takeout was a good choice. Yummm too much food.

Sooo i decided, after much lecturing from a friend yesterday, that maybe its time to turn over a kind of new leaf so to speak, or at least approach my life as it is now with a new outlook. i am currently lacking one really big thing: focus. I have been so off in my own little world not really getting anything done and not really holding on to the relationships that are truly important to me. focus angie, focus. time to get out there and do what you're supposed to do and be who you're supposed to be. focus angie, focus. get your friends off your back, angie. if only you could be a little more normal and get someone in your life and be the best friend you could be and completely abandon who you are you'll be just fine, angie.
psh im frustrated

"and your heart will belong
to someone youve yet to meet
someday you will be loved"