happy father's day to all. i think all of my readers are around my age, and only a handful of which are male, but if there are any fathers to illegitimate high school babies out there, i hope you are enjoying your day of paternal jubilation to its fullest extent.

tonight im thinkin about life. whats my life like? well, to sum it up i'd say my life is an f-ed up menagerie of seemingly meaningless events that i some how put together with symbolic meaning and call it a purposeful existence. oh yeah, and im a sexual harassment lawsuit waiting to happen for several different people out there in the world.

i have learned that life is just sooo funny. often circumstances arise and such and you just have to laugh. between murphy's law, irony, bad luck, and heartache, all the bases are pretty much covered for a good story line that is your life. sometimes you find yourself in a situation and you think to yourself, "how in God's name did i get here?" but thats just the thing. its the stupid stuff, the stuff that didnt make sense at the time, the things you did that you didnt know why you did them, the mistakes you knew you were making, the times you went out on a limb, those things are in the end the sweet moments. those are the things that lead to the things that everyone else can look at and see that your life has meaning and purpose, but ultimately, its those meaningless insane situations that you yourself look at and think "this is life."

hmm sad attempt at being deep. i hope you get what i mean, cause i sure do : )
now for angie's top five playlist

5. New Slang-The Shins
4. Bullet and a Target-Citizen Cope
3. I Write Sins Not Tragedies-Panic! At the Disco
2. Livin Thing-ELO
1. Dani California-Red Hot Chili Peppers