its 5pm on a cloudy friday afternoon of the last summer of your life in suburbia usa, do u know where your heart is?
so many wishy washy emotions going on. i wish i knew where mine was. this is so much more complicated from my standpoint than it seems or than it should have to be. isnt it interesting how the actions, thoughts, and feelings of one or two individuals can have such a large and profound effect on so many others? its straight up ripple effect. right and wrong do not exist anymore. they left a long time ago.
i can't complain. someone out there loves me and i love in return. that's more than many can say. i just dont want to be secretive about it anymore. it sucks. im just being selfish though, its really not that big of a deal. until i rant and rave and make it one i suppose.
so i digress. i am off to spend the night with tacos and friends and after that im skipping town for the night to get away with some new people. next week its game on and then i dont know what else, but i need to have a clear head and new nice disposition before this all goes down. i need to stop making this so messy.
stop thinking its bad for you.
Friday, June 02, 2006
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