your wheels just turn down the road ahead.

well i made it through another thanksgiving alive. no one was too mean this year. every time i leave the state of alabama i long more than ever to be everything ive always wanted to be. i know its horrible, but many of my relatives represent the things i dont want to be (bored, stuck, ignorant, stuck in their ways, uninteresting, geez im an awful person) but it just motivates me to become their target even more. i like to think they are jealous of me and that is why they pick on me so much. it may or may not be true, but either way me being successful will only benefit me.

its official, ive been accepted to kennesaw after only 2.8 million phone calls. the plan is being set forth in motion and this is the real thing. so so scary. im already apartment hunting in athens and wondering how my new life will be and how everything is going to pan out long term. there are going to be plenty of bumps along the road just like any other road i could have taken, but i feel like this is a fresh start, like im starting college all over again in a new situation and as a different person.

perhaps when youre 18, confused and emotionally bruised you arent in a place to make life changing decisions. but as i send the emails and write the checks i pray that at 20, i am.