[this is the one everyone's talkin about]
4/19/06 9:08 pm
I'm writing from starbucks. it costs 9.99 per day to get on the internet here. is anything free anymore? geez louise. so the question of the day deals once again with normalcy. seems to be something that is in question with me a lot these days, haha. i think that abnormal relationships with other people are in a word fabulous. i mean not many people can say they have a truly conventional relationship, obviously some are closer to it than others, but still, i mean what is conventional anyway? out of unusual circumstances arise the closest, tightest and best bonds, and frankly thats good enough for me. plus, when you're a little weird, it keeps people talking and always keeps things interesting. i have a need to shake things up every now and then, which brings me to the infamous picture...As i photographer i am afforded the unique opportunity to record my moments of need to play dress up and be somebody else for a little while. i think that everybody enjoys being different from themselves every now and then, i think it's natural. im the nice, shy, virginal southern girl in real life, so every now and then i have to afford myself the opportunity to be a suicidal crackwhore...its only natural.