5/7/06 9:11pm

Ok well i dont know why this is underlined, but oh well what can you do.

i cant understand why i love dressing up and being someone else so much but today was a good day cause i got some pretty cool shots and i dont think it really looks like me if i do say so myself. of course these pictures came with the opportunity cost of not studying for the ap microeconomics exam i am going to fail and the college english final that i have not read anything for. i think its time for me to get out of here...to much procrastination going on, i might as well just leave anyways.

my mind is no longer on school. it is on summer, and making memories and working my butt off and being crazy with my friends one last time and tying up loose ends and saying what i always meant to say and doing what i always meant to do and falling in love and being in love and getting all this out of my system before i explode. its not time for bigger and better things, its time for different things.

but mostly i am utterly and completely thankful that the ap art exam is now dunzo. you dont know how extatic i was on friday afternoon walking out of the door at school. when you have put so much personal effort and time and work into something, especially not having taken the academic class for the subject, you really get nervous about the whole thing. i mean i dont care about the grade, but id be lying if i said i wouldnt be sad if i failed.

i think if i passed, it would be just another reminder that you can do stuff without professional guidance and still succeed. who needs the school system anyway? go plant your own oak trees im taking pictures.