5/8/06 10:22pm

i think i have some new readers for my blog. i gave out this url but i will warn u much of the material is very personally graphic in nature. some may wonder why i would publish some of this on the internet, but the truth is, i dont want you to know me as someone im not. so here is the real thing.

its just been one of those days. seems like everything i touch screws up. i say im just trying to be a good kid and do the right thing and oh ive got a lot on my plate youll have to excuse me but the honest truth is that i am not a good kid and i dont do the right things, actually i really dont know who or what i am anymore. i feel like ive lost a lot in my life lately and im beginning to wonder if its too late to get it back or if i'll look back and regret not having tried harder to mend these broken relationships i have and to be a better friend and daughter.

basically the root of what im saying is im a self centered bitch who cant seem to get her act together.