warm up.

it has been a while. my apologies to those who care haha. the past week and a half have been absolutely insane. my mom came up and helped me move out and we were gone on the 13th. came home, had a party on Saturday, spent a few days trying to move all my furniture around and all my junk out of the way, did some last minute Christmas shoppping, went to a job interview, did some photography, went back to knox on friday, moved all my furniture out, came back friday night, spent saturday trying to get it in the house, left sunday morning for alabama, came back monday evening went directly to jordans and hit the bed monday night wanting to sleep forever.

christmas was great, a sigh of relief if you will. my house is still a wreck. every time i try to go anywhere i cant find any of my stuff. but i loved just being home and not having to go anywhere and relaxing and not thinking about my lack of job or my worries about school and the future and school in the future. i just forgot about that all and ate the food and didnt count the calories and laughed about stupid memories and home videos and promenade movies. i got everything i could have wanted (adobe creative suite, some converse all stars some lovely clothes and ironically two umbrellas haha) my dad surprised jordan with a taylor guitar. and after all the stress and all the worrying and the million trips up and down the stairs of my house and apartment, i just got to chill with my four favorite people (+ one dog) in the world. that's a christmas.

now im left once again concerned about what's next. today i suppose i will begin to clean up the mess of furniture and books and magazines and clothes and art i have left all over our house and begin to reorganize my life in a different place.