Noah, tell me I'm a bee.

By far my favorite costume ever. I wish it was socially acceptable for a 19 year old college student to wear a tutu all the time, especially a yellow one. I so would if I could. i decided that maybe i shouldnt go to date parties anymore. i had a great time, but i just always feel bad for the guys. despite the several mile walk back in the rain in basically the sketchiest area of town and getting yelled at by crackheaded homeless men, I had a good time. i dont think it would have mattered how the night went...i was a bee and thats how it went down.

meanwhile photography suddenly exploded on me. im not sure if the kinds of offers im getting are the kinds of things i would really want to have in my portfolio, but i just want to get out there again, and some of these things could actually lead to something...i mean i hate to speak to soon, but working with some of these musical groups and the radio station could potentially get me somewhere closer to where i want to go.

if nothing else its just practice. and most of these jobs fall through anyways, so like i said i dont want to speak too soon. but for now im here and this is how it is and im just gonna go.

oh and i think my style is my own. im above stealing.