im supposed to be doing anything else right now...

...including writing something for english, though im not sure what.

i cant lift my arm up from my flu shot and ive been eating the chocolate chips i bought to go in cookies all afternoon because dammit its halloween and i want to. this week has beyond stressful with my printmaking project and homecoming which involved spending five straight hours on monday and six straight hours on tuesday at a fraternity house, which you all know is exactly where i want to be every day all the time. but the weight is surely being lifted (only to be put back on on sunday afternoon for sure), but i can be blinded for a few days and pretend like everything's easy peezy.

this weekend should be awesome. i really need a break. and i dont just mean a few days sans school work, i mean a real break. because for me the typical weekend here consists of me attending an awkward party or otherwise social gathering where i make friends with the wall and then the rest of the time is spent crying in sporadic boughts of depression and doing homework. this weekend will actually be relaxing. the little sleep i do get will be guaranteed to be good and i will have company to enjoy everything with. we are going on a motherfucking picnic.

photos to come later.